忆•味道

Thinking of doing some exercise such as YOGA, but very lazy to start. Haiz...came bc to Butterworth, very happy but very boring cuz no more entertainment like KL. My room's air-cond was broke so this few nights, i slept with my dad, mom & bei bei. Haha~~

Finished cleaning my room & tidy all my things d, very relax now!!!

I stopped here!! Bye & Enjoy

Yoohoo~i just finished my 2nd sem final exam this morning. So happy to announce here. I went to Alpha Angle Jusco KFC to celebrate Ballack's 22nd years old birthday with some of my coursemates including my Deer, YY, Mr. K, Loong Bro, Kent, Brian & his friend. After eating, we just sat around and chit-chat there for around 2 hours then we only back.

After back to my Deer's house, we played PSP(hope i mentioned it in correctly) then took a nap for 1 hour and half then went shopping with my Deer and his family. Finally, i have bought the 'woo hoo' from the Eu Yan Sang for RM68/set already. I am so glad on it.

After we took dinner at Mei Keng Fatt and again ate 'ho liao' lol then we continued shopping at Carrefour until 10pm something only back.

I was enjoying whole day even chit-chat with my bf's mum also could cheer me up. I was very appreciate of the sharing & caring from his mum.

OK, i stopped here ^^Nitez

我自认自己是个好强的女生，以前我总是信誓旦旦的说我绝对不会再找小过我的男生当男朋友，但终究我还是敌不过情关，即便我知道他小我一岁，我到现在还是挣扎着，也困惑着~我想说其实我真的很介意，当听到别人问起我和他之间的年龄，所以有时候我会回答得很模糊，因为我讨厌看到别人那种怪异的眼神，而且我的心理很不舒服当听到他对别人说我的女友大我一岁的。以前即便我只大豪胜一个月，我都很介意别人的讨论及别人看我们的眼光，更不用说是现在小我一岁的他。不管你们要说我思想传统也好，我终究还是介意的。我有一直说服自己不用去介意，可是坦白说我对年龄的观念真的很重。

每个人都告诉我不需要去介意，因为只要他的思想成熟，稳重，对我好，那这个年龄就不是问题。我想表达的是即便它不是个问题，但它确实是我的致命伤，因为它是永远都无法改变的。有时候我会有个预感认为以后这个问题将是我们之间最严重而且不能抹灭的刺。天啊~我该怎么办呢？

我想最庆幸的是我却没有想放弃的念头，因为我很珍惜这段爱情，也很珍惜他对我的好，即便他有时候的举动真的让我有点哭笑不得，我还是开心的，我不知道我自己到底了解他多少，但我清楚地知道其实他不了解我，我想让他不要把我想得太单纯，因为我有很多想法是他绝对预想不到的，往往我的情绪和反应可能会让他措手不及。很想对他说抱歉，因为在这段爱情上，确实委屈了他，我坦白说我的心不是完整的，很漂浮，我也很矛盾，而且最最让我感到头疼的是我不知道我在烦恼什么，我只知道我并不满足于现状，我好像一直觉得什么都不够，但要我说出个所以然，我又说不出来。所以，我想这就是我心底的问题了。

终于挨到考试了，觉得读的没有白费，虽然没有得心应手那么夸张，但起码不会慌慌张张的，所以感觉不错。希望在紧接的考试，我一样有这样的心情。

晚安！

Er..hmn...finally i hv got myself an external hard disc to back up my data in my computer. Cuz of my computer facing some problem so I hv to make a back up and bring my computer bc to repair. Well, Thanks GOD for giving my computer some energy to finish all of my assignments.
My deer & I went to LowYat RedBox sing K and bought bc the Ext hard disc n MP3. Very Happy & enjoy today.

Watching Anaconda now so end here 1st. Bye & Nitez.