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Days come and go,

Time goes and gone,
Tired is still remaining;
Mood is still going to down and down...
I am not dare to challenge 'IT' again
No matter what I have done, everythings also come against me!!!
What else can I do? Why everything seems like going badly?
How much CRY could help me to release 'IT'?
Just let me cry out or else I will getting more tired...
Instead of let me to cry out, why not I just go to sleep?
Home, I really miss you!
Mei, I really miss you!
I need somebody to accompany me to go through the HARD time.
Why don't you just come towards me? Why I have to go to find you initially?
My heart is complaining...It needs a REST...stop feeling nonsence...
I am not greedy and I just hoped that everything can be going to OK level...just OK but not the best level...
GOD! please bless me...Thanks!!

昨晚的我，睡不好

心情起伏不定
边担心自己的功课，边烦恼自己的“一厢情愿”
觉得自己往往很可笑，每到重要关头，胡思乱想就会靠近我
有股冲动想回我的家，很想家，那能带给我安心的家~
昨天，朋友问我，我要暗恋他到什么时候？
我从没有想过这个问题，或许只是这不长不短的两年吧？
我感到极无奈，因为他从不给我回应，仰或是我不是他那‘对的人’吧？
我告诉自己，我不会轻易放弃，但是我可以撑多久呢？
我不知道~
其实喜欢一个不喜欢我的他，真的需要很大的勇气和时间~
我累了么？应该不会吧？无助么？会哦~我在想他的时候，就会觉得自己很无助了~
会想他，是代表自己爱上他了么？觉得自己好像变成爱情白痴了，无奈中~
突然听到易杰齐-千里之外，挺好听的~
我们之间，要是有缘，一定会在一起的，我相信，你相信么？
于是我选择等你，等你叫我待在你身边的那天，会等到么？
走在千里之外，脑空得差一点就哭出来
顶着心碎的痴傻，在这人生地不熟的地方，好慌张~
走在千里之外，再美的景色都无心欣赏
异乡的大雨和雷光，都会让我莫名的害怕，只因
你人在这里，心却在千里之外~
希望雨过应该就会天晴啦~^^


1st, Happy Birthday to Khong ya...(facebook album: Budak 21st birthday)

I went to Genting with my housemates last week to celebrate Budak's 21st Birthday. Reli had a fun trip there and play many rounds of Bumper Car. Hahaha^^Then, we went to Safari also until 3am juz bc to hotel. Before bc to our hotel, we acc Danny bc to Theme Park Resort 1st...damn pain my legs...~.~...Danny, u hv to treat us makan 'ho liao' d...^^I got sms HIM orh...he tot me so early wanna sleep jor then he told me that he was doing assign, i sms him after playing bumper car cuz i tot he wanna sleep jor...^^funny ler?! Then HE told me that now eh Bumper Car not fun d cuz extra a metal thing to fix us cant stand, i told him tat even cant stand i oso injured jor...hahaha^^he said last time he bully til a kid cry lol..C! HE oso naughty kaki...=p The funniest thing was a 18 years old little bro came n tackle me when playin bumper car..somemore sms me..OMG..nowadays eh teenager reli so 'geng' lol...haiz...=p When in Safari, let me refreshed bc the memories with my ex..the 1st time i went to Safari is with my ex...reli hv to take a long time to forget a bad past lol...=(
The next day, YC(Khong/Budak) woke me up n went to take buffer breakfast together. After, we went to shopping by each other...I sms Mummy(Felicia) to acc me SHOP SHOP. Then, had lunch at Pizza Hut with Mummy n Danny...FULL FULL FULL.....After we went to eat at Sushi King again...C! How pandai we eat?? @.@
Hahaha...we dun hv bus tickets to bc so we joined Danny them to take private taxi bc lor...cost us RM80...I somemore got flue =( so i sms n told him lol...HE said i may b cant suit the Genting weather so asked me bc home fast fast take a bath lol...I got 'guai guai' listen to him orh(actually myself oso cant tahan jor), I straight away bath after reached home...N suprised cuz HE came our house..=p..although i noe that HE not came for me, i oso happy wor...shy shy^^
Sunday whole day Web Tech......sot jor....^^
Today, Khong very moody cuz he dunno to do his test..pity him...haiz...Khong, muz add oil...dun sad for now le...fast fast stand up n prepare for ur FINAL....take ur time...U can de!!!! Try to understand 1st juz memorize ur notes....juz memorize but dun understand, useless de....!!!! I juz share my strategic with you....+U+U
K lar...i wan oi oi lol...Nitez nitez aLL..muacks...

Today, i skip morning class again cuz reli hard to wake up so early..haiz...Sorry, Kenny lol...hahaha...'fong lei fei gei' =p But i got attend the moral class..hehe...n listen my classmates present...after bc home cut a bit hair 'tail' n front hair....cost me rm28 jor...=(

Then my darL-ashLey today in a sad mood...haiz..Tis time Nic reli scold her too over jor...hope they can settle their prob asap lol...Tat's the reason i asked :"Love is worthless or priceless?" Or like wat Gary said is speechless....no idea...=(
Haha..juz now took dinner with HIM..happy but still the same nervous lol...=p N i wanna ask the auntie fried me a half boil egg, mana tahu when the eggs come is almost all full boil one...then HE chose for me the half boil egg wor...so sweet..hahaha...may b juz i think too much but i oso feel very happy...=)
K lor...i wanna sleep le...tml 9.30am class til 1pm...Hubungan Etnik...add oil ya, Titi...
Nitez nitez aLL..

p/s: wish HIM hv a good good mood everyday lol...

This few days, I dun even sleep earlier cuz reli rush last minute work... OMG... then sure moody lol cuz not enough sleep ma... luckily i got my housemates acc me la... haha...

Yeah, yesterday he came to my hostel to help us fix the streamyx prob... met him lol... again lor..dare not to look at him.. =p...useless rite?? Haiz... tml he got exam orh so wish him good luck lol... Last night i was so happy cuz the 1st time he got replied my forwarded msg...juz now oso...
N reli thinking of him day by day, more n more jor... but i know that no chance eh lar... cuz he likes 'HER' ma.... nvm la... curi-curi 'ngam luin' oso very happy one...hehe...
Tml hv to do web tech jor lol....kam bate Titi ~~~~~~ Going to Genting tis friday....Yeah
Nitez nitez aLL

Hahaha...see, I said d..we really slept together at the living room last night wor...And actually super tired one...


Wisely, Titi, Felicia, Ashley & Nic (Left to Right)
Wisely, Titi, Ashley, Felicia & Nic (Left to Right)
This is my dearest bro, Wisely Khong...leng zai ler??

3 of us went to Pasar this morning and took our breakfast there
Suki, Titi & Wisely (Left to Right)

Last 2 days ago, Felicia mummy was BANANA me to have a swim in the evening but actually we just had fun at there not really swam. Know why?! Cuz i brought my waterproof digital camera to take photo. Hahaha..you all can just view the photo through my facebook: titigalz_0710@hotmail.com(Album: Metroview Swimming) lazy upload here...=p
Yesterday I met him. Well, I realized that I was really coward when looked at him, even dare not to look at him also. After break with my X around 4 months, I really had a long time din have any enthusiasm aroused to a guy already. But, i knew that inside his heart got a 'HER' so what i can do for now is just let him accept my benediction and wait for him. And I also have to focus on my study on the contrary so that the opportunity just will come towards me. Add oil ya, TiTi~~And Budak, even dun hv 'Xiao Bai' acc you, but still got US orh...really happy when c you love the present that we bought for u. Hehe..all the BEST ya...
Today super tired, cuz today was my house 'GOTONG-ROYONG' day...I in-charged washing toilet...then we went to Jusco to take our lunch + teatime by my car. After that, Budak borrowed keyboard from his friend and teach me. I love it so much!!! Hahaha...and tonight we planned to sleep at the living room together. YEAH~~~ Nitez Nitez aLL

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I think I am a little muddled sometimes and persist in somethings like if I want to do it by my way then I will just go ahead. Well, I am also wild imaginings and be very susceptible to satire. I am also pleasure seeking and curious. Erm..my friends said I am slow in reacting like if I am in dangerous situation, but I still can just stand there to wait the dangerous come towards me...Haha..

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